Moakler said she feels disappointed with herself for taking part in Travis Barker: Louder Than Fear.
She admitted that she had concerns about the documentary from the start. Moakler worried that the project would not show her side of the story fairly.
Despite those concerns, she agreed to appear in it.
Looking back, she now wishes she had trusted her instincts.
Shanna Moakler Reflects on Travis Barker Marriage
Moakler also suggested that she filmed her part before Barker began his relationship with Kourtney Kardashian.
Moakler and Barker married in 2004 and divorced in 2008.
The former couple share two children, Landon and Alabama.
Their relationship and family life have attracted public attention for many years.
However, Moakler now wants to share her experiences in her own words.
She plans to do that through her upcoming memoir, Blink of an Eye.
The actress made it clear that the book will cover much more than her marriage to Barker.
Moakler said Blink of an Eye will explore personal struggles, difficult relationships and lessons she learned over the years.
She hopes the book will help women better understand trauma and unhealthy emotional bonds.
Moakler also wants to discuss the challenges of going through painful experiences in public.
Another major theme will focus on rebuilding confidence after difficult periods.
She believes women can lose parts of themselves during troubled relationships or major life changes.
Her memoir will explore how they can find their identity and confidence again.
Barker will feature in some chapters, but Moakler stressed that he will not become the main focus of the book.
Instead, she wants readers to take away a message about personal growth and moving forward.
As Shanna Moakler regrets Travis Barker documentary participation, she now appears focused on telling her own story.
With Blink of an Eye, Moakler hopes to turn difficult experiences into lessons that may help other women.

